It feels heavy, you aren’t satisfied, at peace..

Because the monkey mind is trying to determine how to build, how to impact, how to be heard, how to be seen…

To remain rebellious, to maintain the dark goddess heart, to honour the cycles of death & rebirth, we must not sacrifice the art of emotions, intuition, passion, & surrender…

The path etched over eons has no rhyme.

The flow emanating from your heart has no reason. 

Like a wild garden, scatter the seeds & be excited to see what sprouts.  Be excited to see the colours that come from the mystery.

Feel into the fear within the body, not the byproduct of the tightened energy (thoughts) but go to the source..

The pressure, the hurry, simply leads to judging self & others…

Rejecting what is actually meant for you…

And even protecting yourself from the unknown with more control.

Allow yourself to FEEL it all,

To experience it all,

To hear & feel your bodys innate wisdom.

And know that to hear the world you must first hear yourself.

And to heal the world you must first heal yourself.

And to be cracked open into everything you are here to experience you must first allow a slowing down into the pulse of nature.

You will not know the how until it has happened, and then you will be walking into the mystery of the next development.

And yet, this is all human…

Wanting to MAKE it happen.

To build the right thing.

To impact perfectly.

To be seen & recognized.

To be visible to the right people…

To be accepted.

We create our own suffering by rejecting what is.

Notice the control

Notice the suffering.

How can you begin to release your grip on the shore & begin swimming?

Sometimes the answer to that is allowing the right mentor to come into your life & taking the step to uncovering everything that the conditioning won’t currently allow you to see.

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