The Work Has Always Been About Allowing
Oct 10, 2020
It's always been about allowing...
In June I began a bit of an internal struggle with Human Design.
More and more the lower vibrational frequency of the words felt jarring against my soul.
More and more I didn't resonate with the people I was in classes with and often I was magnetizing non soul aligned clients because I was speaking to a lower vibrational frequency than I had ascended to....
Which also kept bringing me right back down and anchoring me in the 3D.
Not to mention that between being so sensitive to peoples energy, and my psychic abilities, I just couldn't bare dealing with so much heavy energy anymore.
It was heavy on my soul.
My tip to you: Not only does it NOT make you a bad person to have discernment over who gets access to your energy. It is required.
I got burned out from teaching Human Design, and truthfully any 1:1 work in general, because I had allowed such shit boundaries for my energy. That was on me.
I started to skip classes to catch the replay, but that doesn't fly at the higher levels.
I contemplated just moving to an island and just living off the land...
Until I remembered I am way too high maintenance for that 
And I realized some things:
1. I had shit boundaries. I wanted to help everyone and therefore didn't have boundaries around my schedule, Voxer, who I took on as clients.
2.I wasn't an ass for speaking at the frequency I was at and allowing it to land where it lands. If people fell away, no problem.
I also had some more realizations:
Ra spoke frequently about how he originally taught Human Design speaking to people's Higher self. Speaking to their true self...
And people just didn't MF get it.
It went over like a lead balloon... Because MOST people...
99% of people..
Are so far from their true self or original blueprint you may as well be speaking another language.
So he shifted and spoke to the not self instead. And it is very apparent in the work.
The keynotes are lower vibrational frequencies. His choice in the individuals version of the I'Ching he uses is lower frequency than the intent...
In fact, you could almost argue it is translated incorrectly (Ra did not download the translation he uses. It is another individuals work), and this is something I have spoken about a few times over the last couple weeks.
And more.
Does this mean the system is bad?
No. People need to be awakened. In fact, my wish is more of the world finds the original teachings of Human Design. Mama Earth is in desperate need of more awakened individuals doing badass work in this world.
But when I was speaking on the level of the not self I was magnetizing the people that were not awake and it was a massive use of masculine energy (aka draining AF) to try and pull them along into their awakening. Some did, some didn't.
But it isn't a rewarding way to go about business.
After my June-Sept more or less self discovery hiatus I discovered this and also started downloading Cosmic Human Design & Astrology.
A higher vibrational synthesis and delivery of the material. Still rooted in Ra's teachings, my over 2 years with the International School of Human Design, & over 7 years as an Astrologer...
But higher vibrational.
And my cosmic team continues to download more and more of what is coming through with the evolution of our Cosmic Blueprint.
Also, another key takeaway from observing people (Also something Ra said), more knowledge doesn't mean embodiment. People can teach Human Design or spiritual principles and be out to lunch on embodiment of it.
People can SAY they are authentic, stepping into their power and embodying their higher self and really just the ego is telling them they are when they are stuffing down their magic even more than ever.
I sat across from people that spent years learning Human Design because the NOT SELF world, the homogenous world, told them more INFORMATION would help them... chasing new levels without the EMBODIMENT.
People certified to teach that could barely implement the knowledge because there was no embodiment of it. But they could TEACH the knowledge. Which I guess is fine for those just awakening.
Finally, the work is always about, and always has been about more allowing:
Manifestors allowing themselves to be inspired by the world around them and take action on it.
Projectors allowing themselves to be seen for their mastery.
Generators & MGS allowing themselves to receive moment to moment messages from the Universe.
Reflectors allowing themselves to dance with the moon before making a decision.
It has always been allowing.
Not waiting.
Allowing.
I am launching a high frequency monthly membership, The Cosmic Sisterhood, for high vibrational beings that desire total immersion in the new paradigm...
The fusion of the feminine flow & ease with a higher vibrational frequency of Human Design, what I call Cosmic Human Design, and Intuitive Astrology.
If you desire to learn French what works best...
Taking a French course or full on immersion in France?
Immersion.
For those in the Cosmic Alignment certifications in 2021 your membership will be FREE during the months you are in training because I believe so FULLY in the power of immersion..
The power of Sisterhood...
And the power of simply allowing.
This Sisterhood is for the rebels. The Earth Changers. The Oracle's.
Priestesses. The high frequency magical beings.
A place to embody your magic. To immerse yourself in your Cosmic Blueprint to accelerate ascension, abundance and more.
This will be mind, body, soul, emotion sovereignty.
More details dropping later today.
XoAE
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