Wounded Feminine Spirituality

I will never forget the time I passionately spoke out about “playing a chess game with the universe”. It was a guttural response, an inner mama bear for Gaia & our connectedness to all that is that rose up from within.

And the response from the “sisterhood” I was once a part of?

Fake account hate mail.  Vicious attacks.  Going on all platforms & leaving nasty reviews from fake accounts.  Spamming social media. Boldly claiming that mastermind, 1:1 container, including the “leader”, spoke poorly of me.

It was the first removing of the veil of what someone teaches, or even what people put on social & what happens behind closed doors (I also assume why the fake accounts had to happen).

A confirmation that my inner guidance had been right all along.

And yet, the online space shames women for disagreeing or for having concerns.  The “Be an individual but not against the leaders”, “be an individual but not like that”...

And we CELEBRATE it.

Froth at the mouth to be a part of it.

Claim sovereignty but give up our deepest parts of self.

Women are labeled low vibe or judgey for finding their voice, only further pushing down the TRUE feminine attempting to rise up.

This is the wounded feminine, the wounded maiden, hidden as the divine.  As Ra Uru Hu said: There are many black magicians wearing white hats.

And yes, there is a difference between self censorship & something that you consciously choose to not discuss or PERSONALLY feel is not appropriate to discuss.

And….

You are not sovereign if you fear to have an opinion.

You are not sovereign if you fear to hear yourself.

You are not sovereign if you fear going against the grain or rocking the boat.

You are not sovereign if you fear questioning the status quo.

Imagine what would have happened in history if no one questioned anything.  If no one wanted change.  If everyone went along with what was & never wished for what could be.

It is my belief this is why we are in the mess we are in, even on a grander scale in relation to the state of  Gaia.

So many have traded the larger society good girl mask for the coaching/ spiritual space good girl mask.  Once afraid to rock the boat in corporate & now afraid to rock the boat in the online space.

You are not free here.

You must find your voice to heal & break free.

It is only there that you soul can emerge from the cocoon & you can do the work you were meant to do in this world.

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